Thursday, 12 January 2012
A lot of times I find myself questioning if I should've taken the job they offered me last April...
I miss living closer to home and I miss my old work team. I miss the enviornment that we built as a team. While I do my best not to live in the past I can't help but wonder where my life would be right now if I would've stayed in Tuscaloosa.
The converse to that is 6 days after I moved Alabama had the most devasting tornado it has ever seen. My apartment building was in the storms path and while the part of the building where I lived was still standing the wind pressure had swept everything out the apartment and literally pulled the closed doors inside out the frame. I don't know where or who I would be if I were still there. I was supposed to go down that morning to pay off my lease and clean up but I didn't feel like driving and the early morning storms in my new city made me hesitate.
I don't know why I took this job in retrospect and while I'm dealing with that I don't know where I would be if I hadn't.